Where are you?
In my white memory like a cotton
You come down and my teardrops descends
Where are you? Are you looking for me too?
You are always the first person that ran to me
Makes my wet lips, just like the dew
The feelings in my heart, leaves without any trace or a sound
Wait, Lonely. I’m Lonely, I’m Lonely, still
I’m shaking, in my quite yearning
Again, by my side, by my side, by my side, little by little
Hug me, Protect me, Comeback to me
Are you waiting too, While watching the same sky?
Maybe you and I are thinking the same way
Like when you come gently touching my lips
The feelings in my heart, leaves without leaving a trace or a sound
Like this, I’ll believe, I’ll just wait
We are away from each other, Just a moment
My Love To You
Wait, Lonely. I’m Lonely, I’m Lonely, still
Wait, Lonely. I’m Lonely, I’m Lonely, as always
I’m shaking, in my quite yearning
Again, by my side, by my side, by my side, little by little
Come back to me, I’ll believe, I’ll hope To You
It comes non stop. While i was waiting for someone,here comes another person. Offered his love to take a good care of me and might promise a better life. Try to open my heart and unlocked myself. No,can't do. Won't use another person for my own good. I can't accept his love while my heart belongs to another. He'll be the good friend of mine, he might do his best to win my heart. However,it was a big sorry from me.
everyday i wait a text or might be a call from you..when received one, i'm surely so happy even you just said as simple as 'take a good care' or 'dont get cold'. i very appreciate. but today is very lame! i was sadly in front laptop online,suddenly phone was vibrating and as i wish, that was you texting me..holy crap,this stupid person was so happy,finally get a text message from you.. but it end up with heart breaking..you suddenly so angry and give me scold and warning..so not expected to get scolded. that time i was really no mood and so down already,cause just found out the july14 girl..and suddenly you text me and booom me with your anger just because i dont eat.. i have my breakfast ok! just no lunch.. and thanks to the weather for accompany me raining.. i dont know why you suddenly will booom me like that,really no idea,that time is really really pain.. you said hurt is passed..yea man hurt is passed. but that time i was mood down!! and you booom me lagi..omg la! really down down mood already..really unexpected..and give warning lagi..that time i really fucking my life already..i felt like sleeping straight away until tomorrow noon just wake up..felt like kena shoot so many times but undead =.=''' . that hurt and pain i felt at ''break up day'' coming back..something eating me inside..you bringing up my hurt and pain back.. you shouldn't warning me like that!!!!!!!!!! you should say,hoii bongo go eat la,whole day no eat want die ah you??. you say like this i straight will go eat..lunch and dinner straight away if can tomorrow breakfast i also eat la....that was better than, ''you no eat wont treat you as my friend anymore''. you say this thing to your friend meh??kids will do,that's why i say haiz.. don't say like that anymore ah!!! i rather kena marah like hoii hoii, uii uiii, call me babi bongo and what so ever just not bodoh..
i wonder for my last date with you and also my present.. will i have those day with you? you seems running away from me..now i know who's birthday on july 14. you wrote her birthday in your calender..mine?? not even written anywhere.. you said she's beautiful..me?? did you ever said those to me?? when i post you anything,you never care me..did you ever like or comment my photos?? even just one?? NO..not at all..it's really pain..i feel like dying..i looking for the woman when i'm with you but i didn't found her..when i didn't find her, i suddenly found it..it's too close..i really faint..i cant even sleep..i dont feel anything..i'm just too sad..i've cry whole night..and this morning i woke up as early as 6am and force myself to sleep but i cant i kept thinking of you..i'm in pain..really pain..i'm so tired..i want to rest my life..i pray and wish to God..today i can't even fake a smile..i'm extremely sad..my life had ruined..my world totally blur..this feeling is so pathetic..i can't stop myself from crying..i can't even fake anything..no fake smile,no fake laugh..i can't fake anymore..i want to cry whole day...i wonder why i fell for you..i wonder why you can't love me? why do you chase after something not sure and leaving something is surely you get. am i so cheap for you? why do you play with my heart,my feeling? i'm really hurt and pain..i want to hear your voice..i want to meet you and cry in your hug..will it be? where are you? i had sacrificed a lot for you. did you ever realize?
