It doesn't mean anything . . . anymore

Used to dream of being a millionaire, without a care
But if I’m seeing my dreams, and you aren’t there
’cause it’s over
that just wont be fair
darling,
rather be a poor woman living on the street,
no food to eat,
cause i don't want no body if i have to cry.
cause it's over
when you said goodbye!

all at once...
i had it all
but
it doesn’t mean anything
now that you’re gone
from above seems i had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
since you’re gone

now i see myself through different eyes,
it's no surprise!
being alone will make you realize
when it's over!
all in love is fair I shoulda been there, I shoulda been there, I shoulda shoulda.


all at once...
i had it all
but
it doesn’t mean anything
now that you’re gone
from above seems i had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
since you’re gone

I know I pushed you away
What can I do that would save our love
Take these material things
They don’t mean nothing
Its you that I want
All at once...
I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Now that you’re gone
From above,
Seems I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Since you’re gone

All at once...
I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Now that you’re gone
From above,
Seems I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Since you’re gone

miss you so much T__T

i miss him a lots :'(

Love and Loved

It comes non stop. While i was waiting for someone,here comes another person. Offered his love to take a good care of me and might promise a better life. Try to open my heart and unlocked myself. No,can't do. Won't use another person for my own good. I can't accept his love while my heart belongs to another. He'll be the good friend of mine, he might do his best to win my heart. However,it was a big sorry from me.

Oh should i say, he and me at this same situation? NO!! Not really. We might same,because we love someone who didn't loves back. BUT, this guy love his friend AND me, i love my ex boyfriend..You see the different??

I might be wrong or i might be right. I just no longer in mood. Been hurt a lots. It's not that,i no longer believe. I still believe and will always but life doesn't comes as i wish for. Thanks for the love you kept for me. I will still be your friend when you need a friend.

How i wish it's not this hard. If only i belong to person i love, it wouldn't be so hard and i wouldn't cry alone. I need to hug you,the person i love. How i wish i could say it all and cry out loud on your shoulder.

slept with tears

NIGHTMARE

couldn't sleep tight,keep awake,and continously had a bad dream,pray and sleep back,No way! keep having a nightmare,sleep again,forcing to sleep,but keep remember bad things,tears flow slowly

Dear God,please bless me,bless my life.

can you hear me ?

i'm missing you, missing you so badly :'(

Yet it wasn't a regret.

I’m still at the same spot/place.

I’m weary from wandering by your side.

Even today, as I was wandering.

Day has passed again and again. Now I’m here.

You know. You know that my heart is hurting.

Watching you laugh/smile makes my heart ache more.

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more.

It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me.

It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

How much longer must I cry.

As I’m trusting that promise/ I’m only trusting/ believing that promise.

You lied to me to wait for you.

Even my greedy side(for his love) has grown weary/tired

You know. You know that my heart is hurting/aching.

You can’t just ignore and laugh/smile like that.

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more.

It’s my mistake for loving you more than (you love/like me? This is my assumption).

It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

I knew I couldn’t have you
But my heart(my love for you) just kept growing
It’s my mistake for Waiting by myself
Regretting by myself Loving you.

Even though my heart was hurting/aching
It’s my mistake for not letting you go/forgetting you

I’m such a fool
I knew I would get hurt and couldn’t let go

it’s my mistake
Even though it could be all my fault/mistake
That’s ok. As long as you’re there…

Always…
Please forgive me for being like this.
(forgive the person) Who loved you