heart damage

It's a cold night and i'm hungry. I wonder where were you. You've lost for three days, now. You not really lost, i can feel you there. Somehow, you disappear, you went away from me. I don't know what have i done wrong until you need to run away. I must admit that i'm actually sad. I'm disappointed and felt pathetic. I'm thinking to give you a text message but thinking of the same excuses each time, i thought you need some time. I'm thinking to give u a call but i'm too scared with your respond, cause i have my heart broken after i called when i'm actually dying missing you, six months ago. I felt bitter.